Darkness Falls

It's beginning...again...

15...25...35...is there a pattern here, or coincidence?

I can feel it creeping,
the corners of my brain
the foggy dripping darkness

I hate my Self...
I hate the world
for making me feel this way...

I know this path
I've been here before

The only question is
how far
how far down will I go?

I haven't found the bottom yet
I always seem to find a way out

how many times can I escape
before I just keep falling?